Okay, so this should be interesting. If I can just figure out how to word it...

So this begins a few days back, like two days ago, so im gonna have to start it from there. I found out that the girl i love above all others is getting back together with her ex boyfriend, so my heart is basicly shattered right now. The one that hates my guts still, well, hates my guts. The one im not too shure about seems to be getting with a different guy. Im pretty angry here. But I was only about to kill myself when I found out that the two that were once my best friends wont even talk to me anymore. That was on day two. Well, I've basicly been forsaken by all but God at this moment, so im trying to keep from turning a gun apon myself. That's when I got the greatest gift yet. A little white wigger kid who thinks he's a crypt wants to kill my ass. He's perfectly welcome to try. I haven't had too good a week. I actually thinking about becoming goth. I dont know. Just for all who want to know.