My one true fear now is loosing my friends. I've already lost the other thing thats important to me. Not much else to take away. It seems theyll be leaving me soon. No, thats not the right choice of words. I might be forced to leave them. I look around them, and i see that the're succeding, they go to college, they have steady jobs. While i dont even have my drivers liscense yet. It seems like I'm not moving. That I'm doomed to be lost in the sands of time. If i stay here that is. I have that choice, to leave this place, my home town, and live with family in Florida. If I go there, maybe this future wont be so bad. Maybe I'll go somewhere with this life. However, if i leave, my friends and i may never see eachother again. We may never jsut sit there and go on about radom things, we may never play Halo together again, we may never again try to plan an evening, but just end up at a Waffle House at 2 am.