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roses are dead, violets are too,
im in love, but not with you.
you thought you hurt me,
made me cry,
but i was in love with another guy.
simply because, you have no class,
all you can do is kiss my ass,
you sit around and talk your shi*t,
so f*ck you and your little ass dick.
you tell your homies,
you played me like a bitch,
well i tell my girls,
you have little ass dick.
you said you loved me,
but it wasnt true.
so guess what mother f*cker,
I PLAYED YOU!
get over him is what they said,
but you just won't leave my head.
i swear to them i'll try,
but all it does is make me cry.
i'm not sure what is was for you i felt,
but i do know whatever it was,
made my heart melt.
at night you fill my head so much,
i cry myself to sleep.
but i thank you for that,
now my dreams are ones to keep.
those eyes, that smile,
oh what they do to me.
but at least i know you can't take my memory,
being together,
i thought made us strong,
but i realize, i must have been wrong.
i wish there was something i could say or do,
but i'm not sure you would,even consider another day.
you've broken my heart,
and caused me so much pain,
but one day, i prey,
the pieces of my heart,
i can regain.
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Published by candigurl101: 8:07 AM
Updated On: 4/10/2006 at 10:00 PM
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i love you,
more than words can say,
i love you,
throughout each day.
i love you so much,
there's nothing i wouldn't do,
if only it were the same for you.
i see you turn your head and look,
at the possibilities that could be,
but you never look,
at the possibilities infront of you... me
i love you throughout each day,
i love you so much,
there's nothing i wouldn't do,
if only it was the same for you.
i can't tell you how i feel,
afraid you'll make fun of this love,
that is so real.
i have to let go,
but my heart needs to take it so.
i love you more than words can say,
i love you so much,
there's nothing i wouldn't do,
if only it were the same for you.
it's the hardest this i'll ever have to do,
to walk away, pretending i don't love you.
but i have to let you go,
i can't ask you to stay,
lord please bring him back to me some day.
i love you,
in ways you don't understand,
i love you,
but i'm letting go of your hand,
i love you so much,
this is something i have to do,
i hope you understand....
im doing this for you.
there's so much no one knows,
so much that no one sees,
about the way i feel inside,
my thoughts and all my needs.
maybe it's that they don't look,
or the fact that i don't show,
either way, there are things inside,
that no one seems to know.
i want to show the world,
i want everyone to see,
all the thoughts and ideas that flow inside of me.
maybe you haven't noticed,
or maybe you don't dare,
to find out who i am,
to show me that you care.
i'm screaming on the inside,
a smile is what you see,
but i am not content with the person i seem to be.
there's a different person on the inside,
that i can't seem to show,
but maybe if you took the time,
that person you could know.
i'll always be with you.i really like you,
i just want you to know,
i want you in my life,
never letting you go.
from now until forever,
if you just give me a chance,
i can be the one to wine and dine you,
and show you true romance.
i'll always be there for you,
right by your side,
to love, to guard,
to protect and guide.
there's a place in my heart,
where you'll always be,
for as long as i live,
and even eternity.
you are a good friend,
who will never be replaced,
anytime i was feeling down,
you put a smile on my face.
so remember this always,
to forever be true,
and know in your heart,
i'll always be with you.
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Published by candigurl101: 2:37 PM
Updated On: 3/31/2006 at 2:38 PM
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i want to break up,
it just isn't working out,
i feel trapped,and can't get out.
i know that i have used this excuse before,
i just want to be friends,
nothing less, nothing more.
it's nothing that you said,
it's nothing that you did,
things are just changing,
like the thoughts in my head.
i will never regret that we have been together,
some couples don't last,
while other's last forever.
i still love you,
just not in that way,
i feel as if i'm acting,
or putting on a play.
what i say or do, is not how i feel,
i'm sorry that i have to say our love is not real.
i would die inside if we couldn't be friends,
so my warmest wishes, to you i will send.
there are many long roads,
in one's time,
some shorter than others,
some longer than mine.
no one to ask,
if you're in the right direction,
no one to love you,
or give you affection.
but time will pass,
and that road will end,
and you'll find someone,
to be more than a friend.
don't worry how long,
your road may go,
when you find that special "someone,"
you surely, will know.
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Published by candigurl101: 3:19 PM
Updated On: 3/28/2006 at 3:21 PM
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all my life i waited for someone like you,
a friend,
a soulmate,
someone just like you.
i thought i loved you,
i though you loved me too,
but now i realized,
you played me for a fool.
why do girls not realize,
how stupid boys can be?
all they want is just one thing,
but sex is not the key.
the key is to open a heart,
an understanding soul,
and love, and trust, is nothing guys can give.
so next time you think that you're in love,
think about the truth...
are guys worth the pain,
the pain they put us through?
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Published by candigurl101: 3:15 PM
Updated On: 3/28/2006 at 3:22 PM
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a tightness in my chest,
and this burning im my heart,
what you're doing to me,
is tearing me apart.
I wish i could show you,
tell you,
what you mean to me,
but no matter what,
i say or do,
the truth you'll never see.
so what choices can i make?
you just dont understand,
i was meant to be your girl,
but you'll never be my man.
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Published by candigurl101: 1:43 PM
Updated On: 3/31/2006 at 2:39 PM
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a penny in a wishing well,
a wish on a shooting star,
blowing out birthday candles,
hasn't worked so far.
wishing for you to come to me,
i feel it won't ever come true,
i gave up finally,
on ever having you.
but this feeling of emptiness,
without you by my side,
my heart is filled with sadness,
and feeling i can't hide.
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