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I'm a Lucky Girlly as I've learned along this path of my life...so many blessings I've had along my journey in this world and many more to come ;)  

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When life hands you lemons....make lemonade :)

Always remember there's a reason for what we are facing in life though we don't always have that reason revealed to us just knowing there is one sometimes help with all the wild cries of 'Why' when something rough comes along we must face ...


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My Blog: Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Sometimes it seems the more we attempt to slow down and appreciate all the small things in our day to day lives that the faster the roller coaster of life carries us along our path.  

Here we are already half way through this 'New Year'...sure has went by fast for all the times that time has seemed to stand still along the way here. 

Now my 'baby' will be beginning school in just a few months...all four of these precious gifts growing and changing so quickly before my eyes I hadn't noticed me changing in my own mirror for watching these children of mine with amazement these past few short twelve years.  Doesn't really seem possible it's been five years since the uncertainty of if this little one would even be able to join our lives here in this world or if we were destined to only meet her later after our lives here completed.....she's here for certain and proving so many that first saw her wrong in all she's accomplished along her journey so far.. then the other three with each of the struggles they've faced so early on in their lives and leading up to today and some for the rest of their lives too, really truly and inspiration to see how much more than can do than what was once anticipated for each of them.........


Looking back over the years and seeing the steps that were taken to reach the point we are at now in our lives....sometimes that looking back and reflecting on times can bring a bit of awe to the mind, as well as reminders to take nothing for granted as we're all only here for a little while, no one knows for certain when our last while here will be, make the best of all our time here while we have the opportunity to do so....don't want to look back at a field of regrets later on down the line.....

From the time I was just barely in High School being faced with a surgery my doctor informed me would leave me unable to bear children as there were cysts surrounding and even in my ovaries that required removal...then to have that surgery done again six months later....and yet a year later to find out that doctor was mistaken I was quite able to conceive a child of my own...and went on to do that to bring the four children I have here with me into this world as well as to only quickly meet my youngest child's twin our Angel watching over us from Heaven above before our lil Angel was onto her next journey...just to think it doesn't really seem that long ago since those first surgeries, since these babes of mine were born and now looking at them getting more grown up everyday...thinking about there isn't much longer before this fabulous twelve year old son of mine is on his own, a grown fella not a little boy and quite not a baby anymore by far....for all the times that time has stood still, waiting to hear the doctors reports when they were in hospital holding our breath for the best news holding their hands as they learned to walk, showing them the right way to go on their paths knowing only they can go the way they shall go and though we may show them and give them all the right tools the decision on where they go, which way the turn, is ultimately up to them individually.....kinda mind boggling thinking that someday that one that was once just a sweet innocent babe in our arms is going to be full grown and on their own, they sure don't stay babes very long...........the idea that as life goes on and changes these ones that are so little and small today end up being the ones that take care of us eventually ....

The surgeries I've faced over the years even just last summer and how these ones I think of as small children still were quite the ones that were there to help me through as I recouperated and then today they're the ones here with me....not quite the way I planned our lives to be they shouldn't have to be doing this already....too much faced for such a short span of time with me knowing full well in another blink of the eye these little ones won't be here anymore as they'll be on their own all grown up...................ah, I still have a few years yet...I'm sure there will be plenty more times along our path where time seems to stand still and that all will be as it is now forever on, still I know full heartedly that in reality, they're only little for a little while.....even as much as we try to keep one day at a time to appreciate all we have been blessed with time sure does seem to fly right on by..............


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