ok i have to put this on mi page cuz i kno wat its lik alot of teens today fall into drugs,violence,just all these illegal activitys and what im realy woundering bout y are we lbaled as a bad kid or bad influences. people say that its are choice where we go in life but alot of the time thts not true most people take life one step at a time but when u come from an abusive family or ne thing wroung in ur life you will fall into these things cuz with me iv lived out in the country for a long time and already i had to experence a close friends death then anouther one i didnt cry at first just kinda shruged it off. then i never realized it but mi friend realy felt bad bout tht cuz mi friend tht killed her self was riealy into him and he kept rejecting here so he brought some weed to mi place and i thought why not it'll be fun. subcontiosly i knew it was to help get rid of all the pain built up in me and things only got worse tht was grade seven during tht summer i started dating already i was finding ppl i could relate to tht are having a hard life i dated one of them her name was elana she was realy nice but i didnt kno ne thing bout luv her dad hit her and stuff when we broke up she called me i herd her say i love you then she went on to explain how she had her dads gun from upstairs i asked her what she would do with tht she only said liston to it take mi life like u took mi love then i her a bang and her last breath the phone droped i hung up as quike as i could cause i was stunned by tht sound i also herd her body thump onto the floor i cryed a little but i still restrained mi self then a few mounths after tht i started stealing and i met a drug dealer so i was constantly stoned i cant tell u wat happoned after tht but i still do tht shi*t mi friends have seen mi dad beat the shi*t out of me you dont get mad ur emmbaresed thts why im so screwed uop and all mi friends have simuler stories u dont have to avoid us cuz were bad we might actualy be the nicest kids you ever meet but have got into stuff u couldent evan dream of well leave me a comment on this if u want if not oh well
