Poems

the rain pours
and it falls
standing with you
holding each other
and you look into my eyes as we stare
i hear your heart faster it beats
and you kiss me
and you tell me
even though i may be a jerk sometimes
tonight i wouldnt wanna be with anyone else
i had always pictured a girl standing on golden sand
i thought i new who it was
but then i noticed it was you
i im happy it wasnt anyone else
because i love you
and you love me back
and that makes all the diffrence

hold me holding you
love me loving you
kiss me kissing you
cry with me crying with you
laugh with me laughing with you
and when i need you the most love me

the unspeakable song is playing in my head
the song without words
without song
the melody plays soft and smooth
i see your smile in my head
as i close my eyes
i smell you
i hear you
i hold you
wishing i could right this song down
but you are my song
everything i could ever wish to create
perfect from all the faults
unbreakable from note to note
loving from every hym
bright from every darkest corner
if only everyone could hear our song

the hole in my heart will never heal
my internal bleeding is overwhelming me
to die at your cause is pethetic
i will be strong
i will make u nothing but void
to block your reach
negate you from my life
cancle everything u have created
i will be happy again
u have no say in this
your torment ends today
i will move on!
i will make me everything u said i couldnt
my soul has lifted from the floor
and u shall say no more!
i am worth more then u could imagine
friends or not
ur the pathetic one!
ur the hopeless one!
ur ARE the waisted potential
for i no longer suffer
a bond from cement turned to glue
now has washed away
i am clean from your sufferable residue!
for i am everthing i create
for i am me

a torterd soul
a shadderd mind
another person left behind
steped on and judged
no real friends
maybe its better im dead
not trying to be so sad
but its what you had made
i guess u were right i wont make it
sumtimes i wish i was sumone else
then i guess u would love me?
or am i still not as good enoph as her
maybe if i worked out a lil more
im sorry im so ugly
im sorry your still w/ me
but i am who i am but remember u always have her

maybe if i was cute
maybe if i was pretty
maybe if i didnt make u angry
maybe if  u had sum pitty
maybe if i wasnt so stupid
maybe if  i wasnt so dum
maybe u wouldnt have been doing wat u had done
maybe u would still lie n say u loved me
maybe u would still be here
just maybe if only i wasnt so ugly

my heart so sore
my soul so black
my face so ugly n god wont take it back

she seems so beautiful
she acts so smart
u talk about her daily
but u say u love me w/ all your heart?
ive watched ur eyes glide down her body
i jus egnore it
maybe thats not the best
maybe i could change u
but ive tried one before
ur back into the state once more
once again tears fall from my eyes
i love u n cant live w/o u
but thinking it from ur dicrection
i wonder if u really even care
do i mean anything to u?
i mean if i didnt u wouldnt be with me
but sometimes i ask myself is it true
i dont want to think of things like that
but in the end the littles words unsaid
is wat would have leeded to our dimise
n i herd about what happen
what happen across the room
she was walking up the stairs
n u walked faster to talk to her
u've never done that for me
maybe im just not as special
but if u really want her
just forget me
forget our first kiss
forget our first hug
n ill remember to forget my first wish
that we would fall inlove
i remember that first nite i no u do to
but dont be afraid to forget that to
because eventualy i will be forgotten to you
so theres no need to try to remember
because im shure ill try to forget you to
even though i love you so much
even though ill remember our first touch
even though il remember our first kiss
ill remember deep down in my heart she was always better
she was the one who really made u happy
she was the one who really new how to kiss you
she was the one who could love u right
she was the one who new how to avoid a fight
so in the end she is better
so dont look back
dont try to remember
ill get over it
.......someday