Poems

I feel so happy. I wonder if im going to look like my daddy or mommy.I wonder if im going to have friends grow up to be some body. I just cant wait to be born out of my mommy. I love you mommy why are you crying? all always be there for you don't worry for my daddy.What's that mommy?that daddy said. why go to the doctor? I'm O.K. Mommy what is the doctor saying? I'm fine in here with you.No mommy no. It hurts. That thing thats sucking me, it really hurts. Oh mommy it hurts we did you hurt me if i love you. Don't you love me to. I though you wanted to see me grow up have me in your arms feed me dress me take me to school and the most important of all Love me every day of your life. It dosn't matter Im going to a better place. It doesn't matter if you dont want me or love me i"ll always will love you no matter what you did to me. 

The boy who i though was my friend and one day he said i love you and i said i love you too. when i wasnt even sure and i said in my head who cares ill give it a try. when i was just playing with he's feelings. And every one ask, what are you doing with him wasnt he your friend. And i said, no his me boy friend. People started talking .And i started thinking this isnt goin to work and  on the next day i see him ill tell him were threw. So that day came by and i told him every thing that it wasnt ment to be.He stared at me like this isn't true.He told me it's fine will work it out things threw let's pretend we aren't threw. I said,I love you to but as friend. He told me if you aren't mine you aren't no body's so he took out a gun and shot me and him self to. So i was dead and him to.And nothing of this wouldn't of happened if i had said the truth.