my love is out spoken
my heart is all broken sometimes i feel empty
sometimes i feel weak sometimes i have no words to speak
this boy that i love put back the pieces of me
this boy that i use to love just hurt me
sometimes i feel like i dont have a reason to stay
but dying just isnt the way
i know that he happy without me
i feel the same way
but i feel afraid
afraid to love
afraid to live
afraid of life
and what it may bring
will i love again will this be the end
forever.and always
my life is a terrible dream
so terrible i forget to scream
my life is the same thing over again
it plays over in my head
and thats when i know im doing something wrong
i forgot to thank god that im alive
but being lonely is no surprise
no wonder no one loves me i never give them
the time to love
love always,jen
